Waiting is exhausting.Period.There is no other way to look at it , you wait wait and wait that is what we do our whole life.We wait to grow up when we are small , we wait to be successful when we grow up, we wait for that right person to come in our life and then finally we wait for dear Death to swallow us.I am pretty sure if each one of us had a chance to just have sneak peek to our future we would never miss that chance for the world.
Wait is a feeling which we cannot express so it makes it painful , its like a pause button of your remote control and then you just forgot that you have paused it.Wait is like a life half lived because you know you are waiting and there is no certainty that your wait is going to be fruitful and the bigger question lies on how long should we wait?
Frustrated people,happy people,cynical people,longing people and all the kinds of people in the world have to wait for the right moment.No matter how hard they try, things happen when they were supposed to happen. But point is moments will happen but I will live that moment thousand times in my head until it really happens, that is exhausting.
So I decided I refuse to wait, I am going to complain how unfair it is to live in a place full of injustice,I am going to love my family and friends now and be so grateful to them that every present moment seems to be the one I have waited for,I am going to be angry,cry,laugh and love because I am a human and I am with flaws and I am going to accept that.I am going to learn to forgive and forget because it was easy to hold grudges and wait for centuries to forgive and forget so I decided to do it right now.
Grown-ups say wait patiently for the right time but we make the right time and it starts now.Therefore I wait with fiery eyes,fire in the belly,lots of love in the heart and no fudge taken for wrong things.I am waiting impatiently while i keep moving on.