Wish I could say what I felt.
Wish I could know the self.
Summers would have been brighter and winters warm.
Only if my wishes could be sworn.
Have been running away since childhood.
Hiding away was easier in the woods.
No friends, no foes ,
I was just alone, stumbling on my toes.
Craved for warmth of heart and bitter sweetness of love.
There came another voice inside saying -shove it off,shove it off!
Wish I could stop running.
Wish I could hide my cowardice.
Days would have been sunny and nights calm.
Met few people,became good friends.
Made memories and stories to tell.
Years passed by with tales to sell.
New passerby's crossed the roads.
Anxiety crept in when they become so close.
Outspoken and outgoing described them.
Felt out of place ,yet got attached.
Blamed the world,Oh what a shame!!
Wish I could come out of this black hole
Wish I could crush the temp to dig deep my soul.
Wish I could heal what is broken.
Wish I could be a better person.
Walls inside would have torn and people I met would have stayed close.
Overwhelmed by fear of losing those I have,
kept the happy face until showed the dark side of Brave.